Today was pretty awesome. Had this gathering thing with my middle school friends. Can you believe some of them I don't even recognize but I remember most of them. It's really awesome meeting everyone again but at some points I felt that I didn't really belong cause everyone was doing their own things and I was just sitting thing like wow , I don't know what to do anymore.

It's almost 4 and I am still awake. I had a couple of shots of grey goose just at first which woke me up. Maybe I should drink less it makes me think a lot and it's just not regular stuff it's stuff I do not like talking about. Today's drinking was just nothing I don't feel buzzed at all. I should be sleeping now but I just don't want to. LOL!!!!