The more I think about it the more I realize

Lol. I've been thinking quite a lot lately and every time I seems to try to figure out something and I end up figuring out some stuff. I think I have been in this stage of thinking a lot for too long, it's time to move on. Anyways there's one more week of summer school left and then I'm just going to be sleeping in and sleeping late for three weeks until fall semester starts. I do wish that summer was longer and that I have money so I can go somewhere. Hopefully it can happen next summer. Alright I think I need a nap only slept for 5ish hours.

Today was pretty awesome. Had this gathering thing with my middle school friends. Can you believe some of them I don't even recognize but I remember most of them. It's really awesome meeting everyone again but at some points I felt that I didn't really belong cause everyone was doing their own things and I was just sitting thing like wow , I don't know what to do anymore.

It's almost 4 and I am still awake. I had a couple of shots of grey goose just at first which woke me up. Maybe I should drink less it makes me think a lot and it's just not regular stuff it's stuff I do not like talking about. Today's drinking was just nothing I don't feel buzzed at all. I should be sleeping now but I just don't want to. LOL!!!!

hate this weather

I swear this gloomy weather is making me more emo. How am I suppose to enjoy my summer when this gloomy weather is here? When can summer be real summers? I'm sick and tired of this weather!!!!! Lol. I had a lot to blog about before i took my nap today. I guess I forgot what I was going to blog about. I'll just blog about it when it comes back. I have short-term memory but if I start thinking about my past then I will be able to remember when I'm older. Lol, learned that from a series.
So, I was sitting here playing games today my brother knocked on my door and I was like what the hell does he want this time because normally he would just come in and wander around and see what I am doing and then leave, other times he would just use the backyard and yes the backyard door is once again in my room so when everyone wants to use the backyard they go through my room. My dad said he will fix this in a couple of years but I highly doubt it because he has no money and my brother is still freeking unemployed. Anyways back to my brother, he gave me 40 bucks to do 2 weeks of dish washing which is a deal but he also said that if I miss one day he'll take back 20 which is not good. He did this to be before in highschool making me do chores for money but then I got lazy and we stopped.
So this week I'm looking forward to is the gathering on saturday where I get to see alot of people who I have not seen for years some all middle school friends and some elementary school friends. Really looking forward to that.
Time for bed it's 1:08 AM and I might go to church tomorrow and see how things are going. Even though there's like 15 kids left and there's 20 volunteers. I just want to go and talk to Anita and maybe some of the helpers.

allergies?

I've been having stuffy noses, itchy eyes/throat, and sometimes running nose. I think I have allergies.
I also have problems sleeping. When I feel tired while sitting in front of my computer I feel like sleeping but when I lay down and try to actually sleep I can't sleep until I roll around for sometime.
The funny thing is I wake up several times in the morning. Like today I woke up at 6:57, 9:30ish, 10ish and finally woke up at 11ish. I just don't know why!!!